Ahab
In talking with Chris at lunch today, I was reminded of a line from the X-Files that resonated with me when I first saw it in 1996 or so. Ironically, Chris recalled it perfectly because it had the same effect on him. Thanks to Google, I thought I’d share.
What does it say about me/us when such a pessimistic outlook seems appealing?
SCULLY: It’s the truth or a white whale. What difference does it make? I mean, both obsessions are impossible to capture, and trying to do so will only leave you dead along with everyone else you bring with you. You know Mulder, you are Ahab.
MULDER: You know, it’s interesting you should say that, because I’ve always wanted a peg leg. It’s a boyhood thing I never grew out of. I’m not being flippant, I’ve given this a lot of thought. I mean, if you have a peg leg or hooks for hands then maybe it’s enough to simply keep on living. You know, bravely facing life with your disability. But without these things you’re actually meant to make something of your life, achieve something earn a raise, wear a necktie. So if anything, I’m actually the antithesis of Ahab, because if I did have a peg leg, I’d quite possibly be more happy and more content not to be chasing after these creatures of the unknown.
Maybe happiness is the public perception of incompetence?
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